Everything I once had The bar on First Avenue, we went there solely for you So you can flirt with my best friend Kiss a girl, tell me why you’re laughing
I won’t hold on to this There’s a hole in the trust that we mapped out in my bed for six long months
February, Valentine’s Day, did my best to avoid the red clichés So you dumped me on the subway, on my way to work at nine in the morning Everybody else was holding bouquets Now I’m holding my face in the basement Scratching away for a trace Of affection you will leave Falling victim as the public’s prey
I won’t hold on to this
Anyone is suitable for you, I guess, tonight You weren’t fazed It’s over with You my beautiful You weren’t fazed It’s over with you my beautiful With your beautiful blue and white
I've decided I want to leave the country. I'm looking to continue Medical School, either in Canada or England. I found out that I meet the core requirments to attend Medical School outside the USA. So I'm busy looking around. But school is not my only reason for this decsion, As much as i love New York, it's just not enough. I feel lonley, Empty, and in More or Less words Done. Staten Island is getting to be more and more shallow everyday, and i feel almost like if i don't leave now, even if it is only temperary, than i will be stuck here forever.
last night was interesting. I got to hang out with brandon and shelly who i never see, i also got to hang out with lisa and jen which was awesome cause i never get to really hang out with them either.
we all went to the comic strip in manhattan and got to see chris rock preform, which was awesome, and we also got to see this other comic who was really funny named eliot chang. you should visit his web site out, and check him out. Echang.com
Hangin' round downtown by myself And I had so much time To sit and think about myself And then there she was Like double cherry pie Yeah there she was Like disco superfly I smell sex and candy here Who's that lounging in my chair Who's that casting devious stares In my direction Mama this surely is a dream
Hangin' 'round downtown by myself And I had too much caffeine And I was thinkin' 'bout myself And then there she was In platform double suede Yeah there she was Like disco lemonade I smell sex and candy here Who's that lounging in my chair Who's that casting devious stares In my direction Mama this surely is a dream Mama this surely is a dream Yeah mama this must be my dream
But everybody knows that it is all about the things that get stuck inside of your head
like the songs your roommate sings or a vision of her body as she stretches out on your bed
She raised her hands in the air and asked you, When was the last time you looked in the mirror? Because you have changed. Yeah, you have changed.
Sunrise, sunset. You are hopeful and then you regret. The circle never breaks.
With each sunrise and sunset there is a change of heart or address. Is there nothing that remains?
For a sunrise or a sunset. You are manic or you’re depressed. Will you ever feel ok?
It’s a sunrise and sunset, your lover is an actress. Did you really think she would stay?
For a sunrise and sunset. You are either coming or you just left but you are always on the way.
Towards a sunrise or a sunset, a scribble or a sonnet. They are really just the same.
To the sunrise and the sunset. The master and his servant have exactly the same fate.
It’s a sunrise and a sunset. From a cradle to a casket. There ain’t no way to escape.
The sunrise and the sunset. Hold your sadness like a puppet, just keep putting on the play
But everything you do is leading to the point where you just won’t know what to do. And at that moment you may laugh but there is someone there who will be laughing louder than you. So it’s true, the trick is complete. Now you have become everything you said that you never would be. You’re a fool!